I have recently started a series of Communal Services, in which I offer participation in my workings at the New & Full Moons. So far I have offered a Friday 13th Karmic release ritual, and a Clarity ritual. These workings have been very beautiful to do, and I am getting positive feedback . This upcoming Sagittarius New Moon will be the third time. There will be a powerful Solar Eclipse as well.
When I asked spirit what exactly I will be working on this time, for myself & my participants, I was surprised to learn that this Eclipse will serve as a portal, and activate the High Heart energy point.
This energy point is associated with the thymus gland which regulates our immune system. The ancient Greeks saw the thumos (related to the word for ‘smoke’) as the source of spirit, life force, the place where impulse transformed into action. Nowadays it is often seen as falling under the Heart Chakra energy.
However, from my personal experience (see below) the High Heart is a separate energy centre that connects the energy flow from the crown to the heart. This point will become more & more active for more & more people as new light keeps coming in. The Sagittarius Solar Eclipse will be a hinge point in this process.
I already knew that this lunation would be some kind of doorway, but this is very specific. And also very meaningful to me personally . Today I want to tell you the story of my journey of healing the High Heart.
A little over a year ago I attended a Misa Blanca (spiritual service) at La Botanica in Amsterdam. I was given a message from a very remote ancestress by one of the mediums. She told me I needed to make a paste, using fresh plants from the dunes. And stick this as a poultice on my breastbone, above my heart. Apparently this point needed healing. I hadn’t heard of the High Heart as such then. So I sat during Misa pondering what this could be about. And then I was suddenly overwhelmed by a memory I hadn’t thought of in many years.
When I was 13, 14 years old I wasn’t doing well. I was chronically exhausted & lost any motivation to go to school. I was subjected to a lot of medical tests, because the doctors thought I had some type of virus. In hindsight it is obvious to me that I had the symptoms of depression. My dad later told me in so many words that they didn’t send me to a psychologist because ‘those people only antagonise children against their parents.’ Yeah.
So, to the hospital it was. After some bloodtests it was decided I needed to be tested for anaemia. For this they needed to do a sternum (breastbone) punction, to collect bone marrow for testing. My stepmum accompanied me.
The doctor was young, reassuring & friendly, and teenage me thought he was very cute. I could tell my stepmum could tell. I had to take my top off & lie back. I was given a local anaesthetic. While it was taking hold I was lying there, uncomfortable & a bit scared of the procedure, embarrassed both by my nakedness & my lack of boobs in front of this cute doctor (I was a late developer, much to my chagrin). It didn’t hurt much, I just felt enormous pressure on my breast when the thick needle went in. I did feel a sucking sensation on the edge of pain. It was scary, unpleasant. My stepmum was standing beside me, saying reassuring words, but with that glint in her eyes that only I knew & that terrified me more than any bone puncturing. Although I did not consciously formulate this at the time, it was clear to me that she relished seeing me naked, with confusing sexual feelings, scared & in pain. I now know that this stirred a deeper layer of feelings in me, experiences I had already suppressed by then. I just remember a devastating fear, a feeling of violation much deeper than this procedure would account for. I did not understand these feelings, and I buried them with the rest. I only kept a tiny scar, a little dent I have to this day.
Until spirit at Misa told me that this still was an energetic wound that needed tending. On my way home I found in my purse the medallion of Medusa, a pendant I had lost track of. She wanted to be worn again, exactly on the scar. This will be relevant later.
When I started the procedure with the plants it became clear to me that this was not just a traumatic experience that needed healing. It was a deliberate destruction of my High Heart point, by one or more evil spirits I was keeping in my Company. I have gotten rid of those later on, again guided by the spirits at Misa. I will never forget my debt of gratitude to the beautiful people & spirits at La Botanica. Plus my gratitude to the plants that taught me so much.
One immediate effect I noted after a number of nights wearing the plaster was an increased energy flow to the heart. I could actually feel my heart’s energy like I hadn’t before. And so I was led to the second procedure in this process, a plaster for my heart. For I had remembered that there, too, I had a combination of physical & sexual trauma. And from there I treated a number of other such wounds. A story for another time perhaps.
Fast forward to the present series of ritual workings. The second of which was a Clarity working I did with Pegasus & his mother Medusa. You can read more about my work with this powerful twosome here & here. I mention this because part of the ritual was a white bath. When I was done there was a big white rose petal stuck exactly on my High Heart point, just like the Medusa pendant a year back. I left it there & went to sleep, trusting that spirit would let me know how to proceed. As indeed spirit did.
It is hugely significant to me that my eclipsed & shattered High Heart will receive a new blast of energy at this Solar Eclipse in Sagittarius. A door closing and another opening. This is perfectly synchronous with the influx of new light & energetic developments that all of us & indeed Earth Herself are going through right now.
If this work speaks to you & you would like to join, I will be happy to include you in the work I will do with this energy at the New Moon. NB this is NOT a live event, but a service that I will perform for you. You will receive a report afterwards. No guaranteed results.
To be included please send an email to email@example.com, with your full name & birth date, plus any specific issues to address in this area. All will remain confidential of course. The fee is 30€ to be paid by PayPal, same email address.
Expect doors closing & others opening, shifts in perspective, revelations, emotional releases & growth, increased energy & joy, and all kinds of changes in the heart department.
Blessings to you magical darlings!